Anxious waiting

It's been 2 weeks since I got EC's reply email, saying he would look at my works when he returned, and he should've been back this week. Everyday was another 24 hours filled with painfull and anxious waiting and seemed endless. I'm still confident about myself, I just wonder what happened? Had he postponed his return or something? Anyway, I don't have any choice but to keep making scam ads and send them to him since O&M is the only place I wanna work at. Fortune telling posts in forum said Feb was going to be my lucky month, however, they didn't say if it before or after the CNY. Ahhhhhh, please, EC, please, all I need is a chance to prove myself to you, just a chance.